I can't help but feel you sound a little defeated. Yes and no yes in the sense that I recognize that I've needed to go through this Twilight of the Soul this quieting of my life and introspecting and understanding everything I went through I had a very strange life and I don't have a lot of people that I know that can relate with the life I had I was one of the first political viral figures and then everyone on the other side of politics thought I was like a literal monster like Nazi trying to kill people. a lot of people on my side of politics. When I took a break and stepped away because of government intervention in my life, there were a lot of people that slandered me and tried to wreck my reputation and threw me away.

And now that I have some introspection about the things I've seen and life experience, people are just too much in that cycle of wanting the 100% affirmation for their own political ideas that I've come back and I feel a bit politically homeless.