It has been a long time since i've seen you guys and since you guys have seen me uh, so i hope all of you guys are doing good um, it's been a while it's been a while just really wanted to reach out to you guys give you A quick update what's going on in my life and how we're going to move forward with the channel and when we're going to move forward so um, you know first and foremost, i just simply i haven't been here in about a month um. I just needed a break. A lot of things were going on in life, nothing dramatic or super tragic or anything of that nature, but just a lot going on and then just a lot going on with the world and work. And it was just a lot going on and i needed a break i needed to disconnect for a minute um.

For the last few months um. I think i was doing a video almost every day, so you know it was a slight burnout with that not burn out, as i didn't have any content, but just a mental drain - and i know some guys, you know with the stimulus updates - are really trying to Give you guys as much as i could, along with going to work every day and uh doing my other side, hustles, that i have on top of that and also spending time with family and loved ones. It was a burnout um, so you know i did it as long as i as i could, but i needed to just chill for a quick sec and i get back to it. Um this year has been crazy.

Uh this year has been just 2020. I thought was going to be like a year of all great things, because it was you know, 2020 and 2020. You know we'll never have a year like that again in our lifetime. We won't have a 30 30 or a 40 40..

We won't be around for that most of us right so 2020. I thought would be very special um and it has been in good ways. It has. I've grown my youtube channel, i've reached a bigger audience, but it's also been very challenging very mentally draining and uh.

It's been a challenge, and it's not just for me. It's for it's for the the world, um we're going through a lot we're going through. You know the pandemic, brutality, unfairness, uh riots, hate uh. We have bad leadership um and then we're also dealing with a lot of big uh, big influential people who are who are leaving which and then you know, people who aren't as big but they're still leaving and are you know, they're they're, leaving this earth very uh Abruptly very uh, unfair and kind of too soon um, so it was just a big disconnect.

I didn't feel like giving you guys videos if i mentally wasn't here - and i appreciate some of you guys reaching out to me like duane from how to build credit tv. That's my guy man um and thank you for reaching out to me. I appreciate you um just making sure i was okay and, like i said i am okay, but just going through so many things needed to just decompose and just relax for a couple of weeks. So, starting next week i will get back to making credit card videos vlogs, all of that good stuff travel and if the stimulus check videos make sense, like i said before, i will make those they haven't made sense.

Um, nothing has happened, um understand and realize. The government literally only gave us twelve hundred dollars some people a little bit more for the last six months. Imagine somebody giving you 1200 for six months and telling you to survive off. Of that.

That's how i feel about where we are right now with this country, so if it makes sense, if we have something going great, i'm not the type of person to um talk about something. If it's not going to happen um, if i'm going to talk about it, it's going to be about something, that's going to happen, and once i realized it just wasn't happening. I just kind of stopped. Nonetheless, though, more important things, if anything or any of you guys watched this video this long, what i really wanted to talk about was just the importance of letting go and uh.

If 2020 has showed us, nothing nothing's promised anything can happen. This is the year. That's proved it to us, i feel as humans. We forget, but we do understand that life is too short.

We expect us to have you know plenty of time to to uh. You know fix something with our family or our loved ones or plenty of time to grow old together and x y z. We just don't have that time. We don't have that time, i'm not saying be uh ignorant or be uh, make impulsive decisions all the time because life's too short, but what i am saying is because you want to be smart with the decisions you make, especially big ones, but what i will say Is if you have beef, meaning if you have an issue with certain people or your mom, dad grandmother, boyfriend, girlfriend husband, wife, family friends, whoever you have beef with none of it trumps death.

At the end of the day, it doesn't trump the the inevitable, which is that, and it's not worth it. Let it go, try to recuperate, try to make up it's just too short and when you realize typically that is too short, the person has already passed or it's too late, um. That's what i've learned so much this year, uh, it's just too short! So guys live your life have fun, make smart choices, make the good decisions, and when you have those issues with people that tend to be big, look on a broader scale and see how small they are and really understand. Is it worth being upset? Is it worth being upset with this person that person angry? Is it worth it at the end of the day? If that person wasn't here anymore, would you still feel the same way that you feel right now or is it simply you and your emotions in the moment and most of the time, that's the that's the answer, and if that is the answer, let it go find Ways to make up and move on so, like i said guys um.

I hope you guys are okay. I've spoken to some of you um and i know what some of you guys are going through and i hope it all gets better for you guys again like i said, i'm fine no need to worry about me. I'm good um. If there was something drastic, i would take some time, but i would announce, but i'm okay, nothing, nothing to announce like that.

I'm fine! I hope you guys are good. Like i said next week we will come back with the credit. Videos travel videos, but i didn't just want to pop up randomly again without giving an explanation of my disappearance. Um though i didn't necessarily need to.

I figured i wanted to so i'll. Give it to you guys, and let me know how you guys are doing in the comment section. Let me know how you guys are making out through this year finish this year out strong. If there's anything, i want you guys to really focus on this year.

Besides money credit all that stuff, it helps it pays the bills, but it's materialistic. What you really have is your health, mentally emotionally and physically really focus on that every day i've used the comm app and at one o'clock every day, wherever i am in the world. I take 15 minutes out my day. I don't care who's, calling i don't care what customers are bothering me.

I don't care who's there. I don't care. If it's my favorite tv show my favorite food. That's in front of me.

I don't care i'm taking 15 minutes of that time and i'm sorry i'm shutting everything out, because at the end of the day, you are responsible for your health and a big part of being physically in shape mentally in shape and emotionally in shape. That's a big part of you still being here and living another day, so guys try to take care of that. Stick through it. We have to fight through it.

We have to keep going, we have to be strong and we have to take care of ourselves. I love you all. Thank you all for all of your support and i hope you and your families are doing well and, if not, i hope you guys continue to get better talk to you soon.